I cannot decide if it's the fact that valentines day is a month away, or the repeat i have going of " will you still love me tomorrow " by the shirelles..but something has put me in a sour salted, HEATED mood. I've now been online for WAY WAY too long today, talking and frowning apon my ecclectic matches on match.com..Last night which was supposed to be a relaxing evening with jess and her superman, turned into a southern creepfest, by redneck men ( with really bad teeth and white sneakers ) ..but, i still found myself mildy attracted to any decent looking man who strikes up a conversation, have i reached that level where i consider snuggling up with a man who is talking about exploding cases of beer off the back of his crotch rocket and ice fishing with icehouse??..i hope not, it's like i look at their faces, and i erase them, so all i hear are kind words, and the though of " would he love me, and only me, can i be his everything, the one we wants to marry, to bare children with? who would never cheat on me..tell me i'm beautiful and trace fingers on hands ??..and then i blink and take a sip of my gin and tonic..and the dream is over..because i'm ashley danielle, the same as i've always been, i'm just another year single.. blah